F*cked Up!

A friend of mine just confronted as of this moment about an issue about me. I'm so f*cked up of the intrigues and tired of all the rumors that are roaming around. It's like there's a bee flying near in my ear. I dislike those people who cause me so much trouble by talking things behind my back. Why not tell me directly? Why hide it? Hahayz.. so ironic, we tend to do something bad behind the person we don't like. We talk too much about them that forget that they have feelings. That they will be hurt in a way. The truth is, we don't like that person as much as we don't like ourselves. It's like hating something but don't know the exact reason why. The people you don't like is somewhat a mirror of your own personality. I'm crying inside not because of the bad things I am hearing but i'm crying because I pity those people who are so judgmental that they don't even think of themselves as they are doing the deed. Put yourself in the situation where you are the one being judged? Will you like it? I guess not. That's the sad part of dealing with envious people.