prolonged pain...

Sh*t!!! My stomach is throbbing in pain. Earlier today, my tooth was badly aching. Stupid wisdom tooth. I thought the pain won't last long but damn it!.. It's becoming more painful.. painful.. and painful.. Going back.. Just what I've thought.. my ulcer strikes again. It has been a week since my ulcer keeps on pestering me.. Give me a break, will you? Every time I take pain relievers, the pain will just go away at least an hour or two but beyond that, it starts to twinge again. Sob sob sob..:(.. It gives me agony. God help me. I could not take it no more. Its getting worst and worst each day. Am I going to die? Waaaa.. not yet not yet.. it's not my time yet.

aging or what?

When I asked my friend about gaining a wisdom tooth at the age of 21, he answered me with a smile and said, "tiguwang na gyud diay ka" and replied, "what the heck!, am I really that old?". Gee, getting that kind of answer from a friend was really disturbing because I always thought that 21 is already a old age. Maybe I just have to accept the fact that people will get older each day. In denial stage, maybe or maybe no. Whatever it is I'm going to have a wisdom tooth and it is going to be a painful one. Actually, it is in weiter status.

It was just 2 days ago that my wisdom tooth started to grow. Indeed, I'm going through a lot of pain right now. I can feel that my gum, the one surrounding my tooth, is breaking partway. If  I did not take a pain reliever late this afternoon, surely I could not sleep and might been at home at this hour. Right now, am asking my teammates how can I go about my wisdom tooth which is coming out painfully and they have one common advise which was, go to a dentist. Well, I am also thinking of that but I'm too afraid to go to a dental clinic. That's one of my problem though. help help... :(

2012 - panlantaw

2012 was a blast! A heart-pounding movie next to Independence Day and the Day After Tomorrow. I only watched the movie at home though, using a pirated DVD (LOL). I was astonished by the visual and sound effects. The almost 3 hour movie was spectacular and entertaining. I will not tell the story here since a lot of viewers already seen it. There were actually two 2012 movie, the other one was 2012 Doomsday and the other one was the one I'm talking about.The 2012 Doomsday was not so good, I didn't like the effects nor the storyline but 2012, the one that I recently watched, was oozing and a top notch. Maybe, I have praised the movie too much, but can you blame me? I just liked it.

Yes! I'm back again. I hibernated for more or less than 3 weeks because I was so busy with school work and office work at the same time. I don't have time to update my blog nor post something here. I miss my bloggie so much. It is almost a month too, that me and my boyfriend were very busy going to places and food trip as well. So my bloggie was set aside for the mean time. wawa...:( BUSY NA GYUD ANG LIFE RON!!!...

I was just informed by one of the member of Mountaineering Club that we will going to have a climb this coming December 19 and 20. Wew! It would be a different experience and a bit dangerous than Mt. Lantoy adventure because the trail will be very slippery for sure, especially that it is December and its rainy season. I heard so many wonderful things about Osmeña Peak and Kawasan Falls. Our trail will start from Osmeña Peak down to Kawasan Falls which will take about 6 to 8 hours walk according to Robert, one of the officer of our club. It would be very tiring, but surely it will be a breathtaking and oozing adventure.

I have been so busy lately. It is almost 2 weeks that I do not have enough sleep and now, my body is about to deteriorate. I'm longing for a 48 hours of sleep and not the usual which is 4 to 5 hours. I noticed at the same time that my eyes are having eyebugs already. Surely, it will make me look older than my age. I'm stressed. I need to rest a bit, just a bit, I'm craving for it. I haven't seen my mom for a week now because I am so busy everyday. Either I'm at home or at work. Most of the time I'm at the office. I miss my bed. I miss everyone at home. :( I now understand the feeling of  working and at the same thing studying. Indeed, serving two masters at a time is no good and it needs a lot of sacrifice. I'm just a bit tired. Hayz....

She

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She's an enigma. A puzzle. She is a woman in love. She will turn your world upside down. She is melodramatic. She is kind. She can rock your world like no other can do. She is adored and hated at the same time with envious people. She doesn't care anything about other people but she do not step on anyone either. She is witty. She is responsible. She is a dreamer. She is a believer. She is very unique.  She can excite everyone. She can smile no matter how sad she is. She is a friend to everyone. She can bring big smile to everyone. She can crack a joke. She is most likely wearing a mask of different attitude to test of who among her friends are true to her. She is no ordinary woman. She is a hero of her own experiences. She is an idealistic. She is sympathetic. She is humble. She is a risk taker and critical minded. Aren't you wondering who is she? I wondered too.

first day of school..:)

Here I am facing the computer again. At the office. Thinking of how great my subject teachers were. They were all quite impressive and worth listening for. For sure, my classes will never be a boring one. Nevertheless, I will also learn new things from my instructors. I was just a lil embarrassed with my second subject which was CS 11. I did not expect the teacher to call my name and let me solve a fraction problem in front of my classmates. D*mn it! my first time to solve something for the last 2 years and to stand in front of the class. I was shocked and realized one thing, I have to review my basic mathematics. I was quite a loser that time but somehow I learned. LOL. At least I managed to solve the issue. I'm not boasting anything here.  I am just.. well.my classmates were just little behind from the things I have learned at work and at home. Nonetheless, I liked my SoSci teacher who was critical thinker and open-minded. I liked how he discussed about the things surrounding us. Maybe, this time I was just fascinated by my instructors brilliant minds.Well, I am just looking forward to every discussions and every teachings they will share to the class. :)

Wew!.. Enough of that, I still have a homework to do. My first assignment for this semester. Hope everything will go well.

Level Up! LIVE 2009

Photo by: LU

Level Up! Live 2009 - United We Play.
November 7-8, 2009
World Trade Center, Pasay, City


I had planned to attend LU Live this coming Saturday but since I could not make it because of a lot of circumstances then I will just blog it. I am a part of this one, I am an online gamer and a Level Up fanatic, I always am. My co-RF players invited me to go to Pasay just to watch this spectacular event of the year. Sadly, its not possible for me to attend. sob sob sob.... My guildmates, Loyalista, will go there as well. Cebu is too far from Pasay. I will miss one-fourth of my life not attending this much awaited event of all gamers. But there are still next time, hopefully my schedule is not fully booked on that day.

I will miss 2 events this coming Saturday, first is the Visayan Music Festival, second is LU Live. sob sob sob..

-Agta Cave-

Agta Cave is one of the most mega factor and complex cave I ventured.

Agta Cave is situated in Argao, Cebu. It is a narrow foot trail by the side of Mount Lantoy that leads to the entrance of the said cave. It was a very challenging and difficult journey because it was just my first time to climb a cave like that. We headed first to the cave on the first day of our climb and on the second day was the mountain itself. The narrow trail to the cave was very steep and slippery. The gaping hole on the roof near the middle of the cave was also known as skylight. The height of the cave at this junction has been measured to be 175 feet which is very high. Aside from that, you still have to stoop to pass the narrow mountainside trail to the entrance of the cave. Moreover, cling on a tree branch just to get into the passage which is one of the most dangerous way. The place was kinda scary because there were mountaineers who died on the spot because they fell to the rock crevices below. You should be careful in getting inside and bags should be tossed first or vice versa. You should not carry your heavy bags with you in passing the said entry for safety purposes. One wrong move and you will be so dead.

Here are some pictures taken by a friend. 

Photos by: Edcel Ceñiza  

view from the narrow mountainside trail to the cave..

rock crevices.... view from the entrance of the cave, more or less 170 plus feet. 

another view..

The passage, you still have to pass this watery passage before you can get into the entry point.

view from the inside of the cave..

The skylight.

The skylight. Astig~!

This picture was taken inside the cave. Nice one!!!

welcome back to school mae...

It fascinates me how people greeted me 2 days ago of going back to school. After 2 years of working in a Web Hosting company, I just realized that I have to put an end to my fancy ideas that I will be a better person by just working all the time. To have a job is a privilege to an individual who have not yet finished studying. I was in my 3rd year in college that I decided to apply for a job and luckily, I got one. I knew all the way that I will excel and will be able to improve my fields of expertise with that kind of job. You might be asking what is my job description. It is like this.. I am currently an Advance Technical Support Representative in a prestigious hosting company and I do take UK calls most of the time because I'm already an advance agent. It would be different if we'll going to say TSR because they usually take US calls and UK calls will not go directly to their line. The job is kinda tough but you can work without any pressure because even if you are not that technical at first, you will eventually learn. I always believe though, that someone's technicality will be improved by giving that person an ample time to learn. It is within the person's personality if he or she wants to improve or not. It is called perseverance.

Going back, im very excited and overwhelmed by all the greetings I received from all my friends and colleagues. Alas! I am doing something to fulfill my dreams. I knew, everything I am doing right now is a consolation that I can give to my parents after all their effort and sweat to send me to school. Though before I feel neglected by them. But let us leave the past behind. What is done is done.  Those reasons won't disturb and block my future plans.And this time, its for real. BIG TIME!

 Well, let just see what will happen to me while I'm working and at the same time studying. God will help me for sure.  xoxo

another tiring day.....

So tired again..Just got home from work and school. Was still so glad I managed my time without any hassle. Went to usc-main after work and passed my uniform excemption documents. Met a friend along the way and had a little chitchat with him. Then, immediately jaunted a jeepney going to usc-tc. Waited for the teacher for at least 15 minutes outside the classroom and went home afterwards. I have decided not to go to school this week. I am just fed up waiting for the instructors to show up. *sigh

The same old story, students were still falling in line in the Bursar to pay the down payment and get their admissions slips. One of my teammate who is also currently my schoolmate, was still there waiting for his turn to pay the 2k down payment. Kaluoy pod sa bata nga c Amiel. I just left him since I am so sleepy na. hahahah..  I'll just pray nga dli xa magduka later.. ky ako almost 2 weeks  na walay tulog and everyday nko cge drowse sa office..:(

That is all for now. Acio bed!

cebu presents.....Visayan Music Festival '09

The event will be this coming  Saturday, November 6-7, 2009 at Family Park, near USC-TC.

Whew!.. This is what I'm talking about with my previous post couple of days ago, Urbandub is coming to town?   I'm very excited for this event because my favorite band, Urbandub, will be there. One of the problem I have though is the conflict of schedule. First day of the said event, I will be in the office taking calls and answering emails and the next day, I will go somewhere and I could not just postpone what was planned 2 weeks ago. huhu.. I'm a little disappointed because I really wanted to see Urbandub play live on stage. Every time I hear their music it soothes me. ani na gyud ko ka adik nila..:(

Some CBS members will be there too... :( huhu.. sob sob sob.. Excited pa nmn ko makakita nila balik since I'm already a part of the group. *sigh

tumblr

Introducing my new blog site... you may click on the link below to visit my new futon...


mae's crib 

I also synchronized my tumblr site to my Facebook account so that all posts will show up in the News Feed.... I love the configuration of the new app because it is very easy to use just like Blogspot. You do not have to be techie since it is friendly user. 

Here's a picture of the said blog.

Aside from which, I will register a domain name by next month but I still have to think what niche should be there. Am still gathering data from my friends though. LOL.. :)

the sunrise

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If you take a look at this picture, you can say that it is a sunset but if you will going to take a good look at it, you can conclude that it is indeed a sunrise. 

I always love the sunrise because every time I look at it, it is also telling me to rise and shine. It inspires me to do something new and never give up on everything I wanted in life. It gives me hope to do better on everything including accepting and correcting what mistakes that was already done. Telling me to go on because everyday is a new day no matter how bad or good my day turns out. It is giving me hope to fulfill my dreams in life. It is like a magic that is unexplainable. I always wish to see the sun rise by our window at home or at the office everyday. I wish I wish..

new home..new friends..:)

Last Saturday morning, I received a text message from a new friend, Guada, who was a member of CBS, also known as Cebu Bloggers Society,  informing me that we will going to have an orientation at the same day. I was actually waiting for the confirmation if I made it to the group or not. Luckily, I made it and already a part of this so called community. I am looking forward to meet more members and befriend with them. I could not wait for that time to come. I have met several members of CBS before because of my friend Jorich and all of them are very kind and smart people. I like listening to their points of view, their stories in life and a whole lot more. I could still remember when Jorich invited me that day, he said, he will going to attend a meeting (if my memory serves me right), with other CBS members. I kept asking him questions along the way to Ayala what CBS is all about and what they usually do. He was able to give me relevant information about the group and it made me realized that I want to join. A month after that, I submitted my application because my blog was already 4 months old. I never have second thoughts about it though I'm aware that I only have a personal blog not like others that the blog they have is more like about business, travel, photography and etc. I have plans though to have a blog about places because I like to travel. I'm still thinking about what domain to register though. This November 15, I think i'm going to register a personal domain name and that is maemaye.me or maemaye.com. Hopefully, my hectic schedule nowadays will not going to be a roadblock to all my interest in life. Let's just see..

Oh.. and by the way.. I'm looking forward to attend CBS events in the future..:)  ^^_^^

Long distance relationship.. is it really that difficult?

When people hear the phrase "long distance relationship", we will often say, is it going to work? The thought we always have in mind is the struggle that will be encountered when you allow yourself to love someone far away from you. Others describe it as a challenge that two people will experience in the entire relationship. Not everyone of us though believe on that, even I myself. I have seen and knew so many lovers who are separated by distance but not in heart who are successful in terms of having LDR. Well, many people choose to give a long distance relationship a try, without knowing the consequences or the essence of it out of curiousity. 
For me, LDR works just like a normal relationship. Two people sharing each others interest, love and care for each other the most thinking that everything will work fine and the love will continue to grow. The disadvantage though is that you are far from each other. Not to mention when you want to have intimate moments with your partner whenever you desire, and most importantly, the trust required. What makes it harder, is when you want to show him or her your love and care and being able to spend time together physically. But if you will really look into it deeper, then you'll realize that it will not put the relationship into doom. Just like my friends who engage into long distance relationship. I can see that they are fighting hard to kill the loneliness they are feeling. Emotions are so intense, they cried most of the time because they could not hug nor kiss the person when they want to, letting them feel that they love them or care for them the most. 
I salute those people who keep their faithfulness and loyalty to the person they love even how far they are from each other. Trust indeed is highly recommended when it comes to LDR, without it, everything will fall badly. I'm hoping and praying that my friends who have this kind of relationship will be happy at all times though they are separated with their partners by distance.

Urbandub is coming to town???

Is it true that Urbandub will going to have a live performance this coming November 7, 2009 at Family Park near USC-TC?

I heard the news from one of my friend, people talking in the street outside the Subdivision, friends at school, but I doubt if its true or just a false information. One of my friend who shared to me the good news, (he knew that I'm a fanatic of Urbandub), that the entrance ticket can be bought in Ayala, only 150 I guessed. I got excited though and looking forward to that day. If it is true then I'll buy the ticket within this week before the tickets will be sold out. 

Weeeeeeee