Thinking of the memories of the past gives me nostalgia. There are a lot of things wasted. Too many buts, ifs and the could bes'. I was so immature back then. So fierce and very emotional. Everything was topsy-turvy. Wishing I could turn back time and correct whatever dreadful mistakes I did. I wish I was that strong before. Maybe I will not be having this kind life. Should I be thankful for those mistakes? I may appear as if I don't care of anything about it at all, but deep inside I'm crying. I want to go back to the past. I'm craving for it. Longing for it. God help me. I'm bedevil. I'm screaming for help.. SOS!!!!!..