The memory still lingers on....

Embers and Envelopes by Mae

We write to apologize.
We ask to look past life as it goes by.
I know you have sacrificed time,
life, love, time to fly.
Please consider all things trite,
forgiveness will be the thing that gets us by.
I know to have something like this
broken is hard to fix.

Embers, we're burning bridges down.
Envelopes stuffed with feelings found.
To write this down as means to reconcile.

We write to patch things up,
maybe not to agree but to proclaim love.
Let's look ahead and then we'll see the One
whose glory never ends.
And based on that we'll see,
there'll be room for change, but gradually.
I know to have something like this
broken is hard to fix.

If all is said and done and over,
if we don't have to, we're not going to.
Make the change, it's worth the try.

What's broken can be fixed tonight.

As I scanned my playlist in my computer. I just found this song. Wew!.. Whenever I hear this song I will remember all the memories I had with a person who I'm not supposed to fall in love with. Those were stupid days but I never forget also the good times we had together. The relationship we had is somewhat a pseudo. I don't regret spending my precious time with him though I knew in the end I will only hurt myself. I only looked at him as a friend at the start but eventually, unfortunately, I have fallen for him because he understands and cares for me the most like no other guys did. We may had a bad ending but I did not look at it as bad as it was. We are still friends but the gap is not so nice. Thinking I don't like to talk to him nor give him an idea that I like to have a conversation with him. But whatever memories we had.. I always cherish and keep it wherever and whatever I will become.