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Leaving

Greener pasture that’s what I kept on telling myself and to others every time they ask my reason for leaving the company. Yes, you heard it right, I’m leaving and I only got 4 days, that includes 2 rest days,  left before I will have my final goodbye. It’s not easy to leave the company which made me into what I am now. The feeling of excitement is always present but the fact that you will be in a different environment, different people, new job makes me sober. No, I’m not scared, it’s just I’m still so attach that I’m still drowned and flooded to all negative thoughts about leaving. I hate to leave all the people I have loved and cared so much in the said company but the choice was made. I realized that if you really want to succeed in every journey you wanted to take, you should put away all the negative thoughts in your mind about venturing new ideas.  Welcome new things, fresh knowledge, new people. Deal every experience as one way ticket to your success. One day, you will just realize that you have made the right decisions.

my kfc nba tumblr..

Weeeee.. So happy!!!.. Undeniably happy!!.. 

Our guard on shift just gave me his KFC NBA tumbler in exchange of the tumbler that should be given by my teammate. Gihatag man ang usa ka tumblr sa janitor...hihi.. 

Anyway, just a random thought, what I like the most about working here is no one discriminates. I mean, every working place got tons of employees who discriminate in their own means. Our company doesn't know the word discrimination, we treat everyone working here whether they are janitor, guard or pantry sellers as equal individuals. 

NOTE: The tumbler was bought about 30 minutes ago. whahah..

quick post

just a short post.. hihi..

It's rest day today til Sunday.. Lurvin it Lurvin it!!.. Will have Starbucks this afternoon..:)... I miss chocolate cream chip. ei..:(
Thanks to the company I'm working, if I don't have a work right now, I maybe drinking a 3-in-1 coffee.. wahha..

FYI: I don't like coffeessssssssss.. so I only buy Frappsssssss..:) less coffeeeeeee.. hihi..

lost moment

Do you also experience being lost at a certain point wherein all you could do is stare at one corner in your room? If you are going to ask me, yes, a lot of times, I mean, not just a lot of time,, but most of the time. I always have this dejavu slash lost moment every now and then. I even asked myself about it but I could not even find a definite answer to the question I kept on asking. Why stress my not so good mind (LOL) for things as such. It's just normal. Isn't it? Lemme, describe to you what this so called lost moment thingy I'm referring to.

Scenario 1:
Shared very interesting topic with my boyfriend about anything under the sun when all of a sudden, he stopped and immediately tried to catch my attention to keep my focus. I mean, there I was, stared at one corner or just looked something randomly and got lost in a moment. I didn't mean it of course. I had just this crazy thingy in my brain that triggers especially, if the conversation is kinda too long and too interesting. Let me correct you on what you are thinking there, I'm still listening though but my mind is not that focus to the person who's talking in front of me.

Scenario 2:
Had a little chitchat with my best buddy at Jollibee, IT Park and all of a sudden he flicked his fingers in front of my face because he thought I'm not listening to him anymore because of the lost moment look. The "tanga mode".

When will I'm going to change,, it's kinda destructing to those people who is having a good conversation with me and just in a split of second, the interest fades. Hahayz..